When I was out of college, living in Seattle, I still didn't really know or see myself doing, or being anything; living with Joel and Dave in the Northgate house. I had no plan, no idea and in some ways I'm still there, the same glass eye half full of desire as seen on TV a small blanket pulled up to my chin. No mountain in the way, but a gravity beyond comprehension I've wasted a lot of time trying to come to and probably never will, but this isn't the first time I've been beautiful.