steady as she goes who goes amy goes out of town i'm about to start back up teaching for the summer one creative writing class and then esl support for a screen writing class and then there are speaking and writing lab appointments but that's my summer who knows how it will be busy i hope and lucrative so that i can afford to move amongst the upper echelon of people's and place funny faces and dogs and cats and mice and men but wednesdays are off right now now work and its possible that i'll go crawling back to the buddha museum where i spent so many days writing the copy in my earlier east bay days but we'll see i need to talk to john in addition to calling kelly the therapist who i think i'm going to break ties off with i kind of feel drained after i leave like i'm the one who actually helping him and that's amore when the moon hits your eye and then there are the decisions should i stay or should i go right now i'm not particularly happy kind of lonely actually too much time off and not enough peeps to spend time with at least the cat is happy and aggressively so sitting in my lap with her paws on the computer its all very cute but there's more to life than being cute isn't there maybe clever maybe its time to go back to my studies preparing the syllabus and meditating on my first impressions this weekend i'm going canoe-ing up north with old friends and am very much looking forward to it nothing smells better than memory a ten foot man feeding me lunch