Thursday, July 06, 2006

rough day at work today, i was supposed to do this thing and instead i did this other thing knowing that i was supposed to not do the thing i was doing and do the other thing and my boss was hey she was like hey what are you doing and i was like i'm doing this thing and she says no don't do that do this and i'm like but this thing here because this this and this and she says no and i quote "get with the program babe" and i'm like okay but secretly inside i was mad because i really thought what i was doing made more sense to be doing in the larger scheme of the given project and really the entire universe in general would of been better off if i had been given sovereignty over my actions at that time i mean wouldn't we all be better off if we were doing what we thought we should be doing but then again there is such a thing as compromise and other people's wills and wishes but the thing is see that yesterday i showed up to work at the given day on the given time and place and nope she didn't show up and left me a message saying hey sorry i'm in vermont i'll meet you tomorrow bye bye and that pissed me off and really what i was doing today was partly in reaction to yesterday but i'd like to consider my act an act of subversion stemming from a generalized lack of reciprocal respect because believe me she does that not showing up thing all the time and thank god this is my last job for her because believe me i'm done